Be bold

"Be bold, and mighty forces will come to your aid."  - Basil King

I have decided that this is going to be my new life motto. Not that I was ever really shy before. I'm actually quite outspoken and honest in my thoughts and feelings. I just think it is so inspirational for the trials that Matthew and I are going through right now. There are so many questions floating around us that we have no idea how to begin to answer or explain. But we love each other and we work hard  for each other.

I just have to be honest. I am totally nesting! Without a baby in sight. And I know the agency is telling us not to get our hopes too high and to remain realistic. That waiting is the name of the game. But you know what! I'm nesting in a major way and I don't care who knows it!! I want this baby, we want this baby. We know that he or she is out there and we are getting ready for them. I just think that if you show the Lord that you are ready for rain, He will send it. I have to believe it. I have to have faith that good things will come our way if we believe. I have cute little spaces carved out of almost every room now ready to be filled with diapers and bottles and adorably tiny clothes. And you know what? I want it all. I want the all-nighters, the rip your hair out, the poop going all the way up the back. I don't care! I am ready to love it all. The cuddles AND the chaos. So come on world, send us a miracle because we are ready to wait you out.